"Apparently with some angst, if you're me. Loud, insistent angst." Poison shrugs a little. "I don't know, it's just-- I've never handled it. I've never actually confronted it. And you've seen how badly it fucks me up."

He didn't like bringing up the thing that happened with Kavinsky, but part of the reason it happened was because Poison had become so untethered at just seeing a face that looked like Ghoul's that he went on a drinking bender and did stupid things. And that was not healthy coping, in anyone's book.