"So much." He laughs and shakes his head a little. "Just trying to do as much living as I could - I figured we'd all be dead any day. I was afraid to get close to anyone, to have like... real feelings for them. Because what if something happened?" He shrugs, thinking of Ghoul.

"Then I finally made a move on Ghoul and that was pretty much all she wrote. But he and I also figured out a lot together."